“Let’s talk about cats.”

Goddamnit, Cleverbot, I’m trying to be a good friend here. 

(Source: theicarustheory)

So today is a horrible day because my cat Loki/Nick Furry died. I just found out when I came home from Batangas. My uncle forgot to feed him and kept him outside. And while I’m really mad, I can’t really blame the guy because he never liked cats at all and Loki was my responsibility. Also, I kinda saw it coming because the little guy was already so malnourished no matter how much I fed him and his left eye was already shit blind. So the little guy had only stayed with us for a two weeks since we rescued him from a drainage canal. And I have a feeling Loki’s mad at me and will haunt my shit forever. 

Twitter DM. 

I’ll be honest. Most of the time, I feel like a horrible human being because I’m surrounded by people who are just so loving and kind and perfect. I think affection, real affection — not that sisterly, bestfriends-forever, nicholas sparks, junk I’m used to because more often than not, there’s always a hint of irony in them that makes them so funny and tolerable — freaks me out just a little bit. For one thing I never know how to react to them, which makes me look like an awkward douche everytime I brain-lag after someone says or does something nice to me. Also, I always feel that there’s something beneath good words and actions that will bite me in the ass if I take it for granted. Like, I’ll have to remember this because I’ll be owing you one day. And I hate owing people. I’m a cynical mdfk I guess. 

But goddamn. Why do I have to know all these. Why cant I just be like one of those people who take things for what they are and not have to overanalyze its context for possible alibis. Why don’t I use question marks in my sentences even when I start them with questions. 

Also, I’m use to people being mean on Twitter because supposedly this is the only place in the world where people get to rant their shit and nobody would care because other people are busy ranting about their own shit. 

So I haven’t been posting any weird shit because I’ve been working on something with Guia and Britnayyy. It was about time I did something productive and non-creepy anyway. I miss storyboarding too. Here’s to hoping we snag 1st place in Avon. 

I promise, after I get some sleep, I’ll return to ruining your dashboard with all my weird shit. 

Peace. 

Circa 2006

I was a high school freshman back in 2006. Now, 2012, I’m about to graduate from college in a few months. This feels so surreal. And I still look like I’m always high lol. You may opt to skip this post.

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